Throughout my journey in life which is FAR from over.. I’ve been trying to figure out what love is what emotional drawn impact we have towards this four letter word “LOVE” Throughout this journey my definition of this word I thought would never change. I woke up this morning believing my ideal definition of love and the feelings of it was the same as everyone else’s until I was shocked with reality that love is no more than a weakness now. Weakness because “love” that I portray and what has been showed to me is so much different. I put people before myself, this is no more than a convenience on there behalf. The love they showed me is no more than convenience, infatuation, and lack of options. Or do I just find the love of people that covet what they don’t have. This complicated word “love” and addiction that is a disease, a virus that puts your own will power and judgment aside to better someone else’s life. Can this weakness that I feel cause by love true? The question the journey just not completed….

We took Tipsy and Coco out to the lake the other day. 

I've been so busy these days. I feel like everytime I log on LJ i'm playing catch up. I'll have to post more later. Enjoy the pictures for now i'm at work and we just got busy. HUGZ!!!

Hey everyone i'm back from my trip. My emotions are still outragous about my cousins death. I have so many questions that are still un-answered. Continue to keep my family in your prayers were all still in shock.

I visited Trey's family for thanksgiving in cincy Ohio on the way back. They were all grateful to see Trey. 

Trey and Me Thanksgiving Day.

I have a few more pictures from the trip under the cut. From when me and Trey went out the night before thanksgiving.

I work in the command post,
You wouldn’t know there everywhere from coast to coast.
We work while everyone else is wake and sleeping,
We do things that help our nations safe keeping.
Know one understands the command post because,
No one fully grasps what the command post does.

Know this though,
Controllers are at work even in the snow.
Holidays we are still here,
24-7 every day of the year.  

I work in the command post,
Family I miss the most.
But I don’t gripe nor complain,
I’m proud to serve I have no shame.

Next time your working your nine to five,
Remember controllers actions help keep you alive.
When you lay your head down and asleep you drift,
Remember a command post controller is still on shift.

By: Coreena Kromer

Every little text you send me I open with a smile,
All the moments we spend together are so worthwhile.
You have spoiled me with your kindness and charm,
The way you hold me so close in your arms.
There’s something about you..I’m so drawn too,
The people you connect with in life are always a few.

I think of you as I crawl into bed,
These thoughts of you I can’t get out of my head.
Before I met you I dreamed about people like you,
That you existed I thought would never be true.
These thoughts.. I’m not supposed to be thinking this way,
I can’t get attached to you- I say.

People like you aren’t supposed to exists,
I find my self longing for our next kiss.
I want to run away from the thought of you,
This is something.. I’m just not supposed to pursue.
Trying to close my eyes and fall sleep,
My thoughts, my thoughts they constantly run deep. 

By: Coreena Kromer.



X-posted also posted on Poemhunter.com

Ok I posted them all in the my journal because I know there being stored somewhere other than just on my computer I know i'm probably driving you all insane with Coco pictures.